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2002-07-11 - RANTS
2002-07-11 - I love you in your tragic beauty
2002-07-10 - even when my heart is cold...
2002-07-09 - Tell me you don't feel nothing.
2002-07-08 - .all I ever wanted... was everything.
2002-07-08 - suffer in silence....
2002-07-08 - .home.
2002-07-06 - feel the need for love grow stronger.....
2002-07-06 - I'm going hunting
2002-07-02 - Beach-less today....
2002-07-01 - instead of dazzling maybe I'll just be splashing!
2002-06-30 - we watch the sun come up from the edge of the deep green sea...
2002-06-29 - .my home is a shell.
2002-06-26 - .floating. or downing... I don't know which.
2002-06-25 - I wonder if I sink down to the bottom of the ocean...could I breathe? could I live there forever?
2002-06-22 - The Ocean doesn't want me anymore
2002-06-21 - .lost and lonely.
2002-06-21 - who needs a heart when I heart can be broken
2002-06-20 - not meant for me...
2002-06-19 - I can make your heart feel...
2002-06-19 - messing with my head
2002-06-18 - a little toasty
2002-06-17 - atomic
2002-06-17 - .remembering nothing boy.
2002-06-16 - wait. wait. wait for something to happen.
2002-06-15 - my request
2002-06-15 - .cuts you up.
2002-06-15 - "I love you forever"
2002-06-15 - Bluebeard
2002-06-14 - life is made sweeter because of RISK
2002-06-14 - when I see you kitten as a cat yeah smitten as that...
2002-06-14 - am I just your safey girl...waiting in the wings?
2002-06-13 - I'm still so afraid. on my own.
2002-06-12 - Inbetween Days
2002-06-12 - slow burn
2002-06-11 - Trust
2002-06-10 - phenomenal woman
2002-06-08 - was that it?
2002-06-08 - useless
2002-06-08 - before the sweetness turns to sour....
2002-06-08 - girl afraid
2002-06-07 - no they can't take that away....
2002-06-06 - Sing me to sleep... I don't want to wake up on my own anymore.
2002-06-05 - love costs. takes effort. work.
2002-06-02 - I'm sorry you saw that. I'm sorry he did it...
2002-06-01 - you're trying to hard....
2002-05-31 - night and day
2002-05-30 - need some joy~
2002-05-29 - MeoW~
2002-05-28 - Reviving Ophelia~
2002-05-28 - jupiter crash
2002-05-27 - say something....
2002-05-25 - perfect day...
2002-05-23 - past/present/future
2002-05-23 - I'm SUCH a DORK!!!!!!!!!
2002-05-23 - *laughing*
2002-05-23 - good luck~
2002-05-23 - Hidden Place...
2002-05-22 - and I'm gone...
2002-05-22 - daddy's gonna pay for your crashed car.....
2002-05-21 - life sucks
2002-05-19 - distracting
2002-05-16 - holy smoke
2002-05-14 - and all you want to do is stay in bed....
2002-05-13 - Hey Jupiter
2002-05-13 - china
2002-05-10 - am i seducing or being seduced?
2002-05-10 - yo no se
2002-05-09 - "make sure they meet cute"
2002-05-08 - Strange Attraction~
2002-05-07 - strange little girls
2002-05-07 - re-reading my life.
2002-05-06 - personality~
2002-05-05 - Quizes are for school....
2002-05-05 - you carried all my hopes until something died inside.
2002-05-04 - I just feel like its the end of the world....
2002-05-04 - between the boys and the bees
2002-05-04 - where the fuck were you
2002-05-03 - and the sky came crashing down...
2002-05-02 - girls just wanna have fun!
2002-05-02 - *JoY was her name~
2002-05-01 - Echo and Narcissus
2002-05-01 - cupid and psyche
2002-05-01 - ~BRAVE ON THE ROCKS~
2002-04-30 - hunter
2002-04-30 - blood roses
2002-04-29 - art school girlfriend
2002-04-29 - like someone in love
2002-04-28 - I wake up and the day feels broken
2002-04-28 - unloveable
2002-04-26 - wild mood swings
2002-04-26 - Bliss~
2002-04-24 - lovecats
2002-04-21 - jupiter crash
2002-04-19 - I think I'm a mother.
2002-04-19 - the 13th
2002-04-12 - DUh!
2002-04-04 - dancing in the computer lab
2002-03-22 - strange little girl
2002-03-15 - Fame
2002-03-12 - smack my bitch up.
2002-03-09 - its not meant to be a struggle uphill~
2002-03-08 - I used to be their fire....
2002-02-19 - pushing and shoving
2002-02-15 - is everything speeding up.or am I slowing down?
2002-02-07 - Just a little reminder dear: I am still alive.....
2001-12-13 - hella good~
2001-12-05 - sleep deprivation
2001-12-07 - got stress?
2001-11-26 - Kiss the violets as they're waking up...
2001-11-16 - cooling~
2001-11-14 - grr
2001-11-14 - hearts filthy lesson
2001-11-13 - blood~letting
2001-11-12 - Jerry Fucking Springer
2001-11-08 - We can't paint any pictures as the moon had all our brushes~
2001-11-05 - If only I could fill my heart with love
2001-11-02 - perky goth
2001-10-31 - I don't want to grow up...I'm a Toys R Us kid....
2001-10-29 - We all have wings...some of us just don't know why
2001-10-26 - lust
2001-10-24 - "In a pound of glitter and a dangy chevy..."
2001-10-22 - where's Neil when you need him...
2001-10-08 - fabulous~ pt 1
2001-09-30 - Daddys gonna pay for your crashed car
2001-09-28 - I need a FiX cuz I'm coming down...
2001-09-28 - nothings gonna stop me from floating....
2001-09-26 - Doughnut Song~
2001-09-26 - One
2001-09-25 - will I complete the mystery of my flesh
2001-09-24 - oh I need your tenderness
2001-09-23 - Hi by the way
2001-09-21 - too tired to think
2001-09-18 - Jodie never sleeps ‘cause there are always needles in the hay...
2001-09-17 - I dont like monday's...
2001-09-16 - I'm so close to tears...
2001-09-13 - blue skies~
2001-09-08 - downward spiral
2001-09-07 - dream on
2001-09-06 - all that you cant leave behind~
2001-09-05 - and I hate....
2001-09-05 - you're out of luck...
2001-08-31 - well happy birthday, her blood's on my hands... -morning-
2001-08-30 - I love love love steel drums! (and those fake electronic ones! )
2001-08-29 - nakedness, black charcoal feet and presents~
2001-08-28 - Hidden Place~
2001-08-27 - I think I KNOW how to type.
2001-08-26 - circus girl without a safety net...here here now dont cry, you raised your hand for the assignment.
2001-08-24 - and I was waiting over here for life to begin....
2001-08-17 - so I turn myself inside out...
2001-08-12 - and I am the first to admit when you catch me in a mood like this I can be tiring, even embarrasing...
2001-08-09 - ~found myself alone...
2001-08-07 - sunflower laughter
2001-08-06 - Let me show you the world in my eyes
2001-08-06 - Happy Birthday
2001-08-22 - cooling
2001-09-11 - sark calendar for today: "find someone who needs help and give it"
2001-07-18 - wedding stuff
2001-08-20 - its always in the last place you thought to look......
2001-07-10 - RIOT POOF!!!!!!!!
2001-07-07 - www.stopdrugaddiction.org
2001-07-06 - music makes the people...
2001-07-05 - girl
2001-07-05 - and greg he writes letters with his birthday pen...
2001-07-03 - and a compass wouldn't help at all....
2001-06-29 - and this little masochist is lifting up her dress...
2001-06-28 - I'll be your mirror
2001-06-28 - she wants to burn, hot like the sun...
2001-06-27 - upside down
2001-06-27 - it's getting desparate when all the boys can't be men...
2001-06-26 - hangin' tough....
2001-06-24 - Neil said Hi by the way...
2001-06-22 - when you're only wet because of the rain
2001-06-22 - sleepy fruit bat
2001-06-21 - she knows whats going on...
2001-06-20 - .for real.
2001-06-19 - god sometimes you just don't come through
2001-06-17 - brb
2001-06-16 - you're so fucking beautiful...
2001-06-15 - my body is cold and broken its shattered and sore...
2001-06-15 - I'm like a bird...I wanna fly away...
2001-06-15 - if I'm dreaming all my life...
2001-06-14 - happy happy joy joy~
2001-06-14 - passionate bright young things...
2001-06-13 - we could become two into one
2001-06-13 - now doesnt it make you feel better?
2001-06-12 - .driver down.
2001-06-11 - sometimes I'm dreaming...
2001-06-10 - I want the life you think I have~
2001-06-09 - beautiful day~
2001-06-06 - everytime that I touch you you feel so far away and everytime that you need me I feel so far away
2001-06-04 - crawling in my skin these wounds they will not heal
2001-06-04 - you are the perfect drug...
2001-05-31 - I look at myself in the mirror am I vital today
2001-05-30 - I LOVE ALL OF YOU
2001-05-29 - you think I'm a queer I think you're a queer.
2001-05-29 - The Belle of New Orleans tried to show me once how to tango...
2001-05-29 - no you don't...
2001-05-24 - chemicals between us...
2001-05-23 - you're such a strange girl...
2001-05-22 - if you wear that velvet dress...
2001-05-21 - rain rain go away come again some other day
2001-05-20 - whatever
2001-05-18 - all I do I can still feel you...
2001-05-17 - crippling our communication
2001-05-16 - spiral out
2001-05-15 - unable to forgive and sinking deeper
2001-05-15 - what it feels like for a gurl~
2001-05-14 - In New York freedom looks like too many choices
2001-05-10 - I miss you but I haven't met you yet...so special...but it hasnt happened yet...you are gorgeous but I haven't met you yet...I remember but it hasnt happened yet
2001-05-09 - so much to say...
2001-05-08 - 3 libras~
2001-05-07 - LeMoN~
2001-05-07 - "I've Locked you in"
2001-05-06 - its still getting worse after everything I've tried...
2001-05-30 - *sigh* I had a good subject line but forgot it.
2001-05-04 - I could just pretend that you loved me...
2001-05-04 - call me
2001-05-28 - and you don't see me....
2001-05-03 - further down the spiral
2001-05-02 - whatever
2001-05-01 - traffic is stuck and you're not moving anywhere....
2001-04-30 - 3 o'clock in the morning its quiet and there's no one around...
2001-04-29 - go to bed dream instead...
2001-04-27 - and all of a sudden turn happy...
2001-04-27 - .I see the truth when I'm all stupid eyed.
2001-04-24 - epic
2001-04-23 - past the mission~
2001-05-26 - art school girlfriend
2001-04-22 - I'm the hunter...
2001-04-22 - no longer will you hurt anyone cont'd...
2001-04-22 - no longer will you hurt anyone cont'd...
2001-06-18 - you're out of luck and the reason that you had to care the traffic is stuck and you're not moving anywhere....
2001-04-18 - and your heart beats so slow through wind and falling snow...
2001-04-18 - la la la
2001-04-17 - every morning I walk towards the edge and throw little things off like car parts, bottles and cutlery or whatever I find lying around.
2001-04-16 - Candy Perfume Girl
2001-04-15 - I know what this means, me and Jesus few years back used to hang, and he said "its your choice babe just remember I don't think you'll be back in 3 days time so you chose well.
2001-04-09 - I've seen the future and it will be...
2001-05-11 - hold me thrill me kiss me kill me
2001-06-11 - you make me feel like theres a part of me that I wanna get back again
2001-04-2 - / ELEVATION /
2001-03-29 - I'm ready...ready for the laughing gas...
2001-03-28 - I see the dust cloud dissapear without a trace....
2001-03-28 - ~you got my head filled with songs~
2001-03-27 - in a dry and waterless place...
2001-03-27 - She Looked quiet innocent~
2001-03-23 - dreams in digital
2001-03-23 - Oceans will soothe me....
2001-03-22 - is it getting better? wrote her a letter.
2001-03-21 - ~I only have eyes for you~
2001-03-21 - I miss you terribly when you're away...
2001-03-18 - Lets go to bed~
2001-05-05 - we'll go dreaming...
2001-03-17 - waves of joy~
2001-03-17 - I'll be there tonight~
2001-03-15 - Love is a Dangerous Angel
2001-03-15 - singing in the *SunShine* Laughing in the -Rain-..
2001-03-15 - This is LOVE that I'm feeling
2001-03-14 - ~To Bring You My Love~
2001-03-13 - This world's crazy...
2001-03-13 - moon dust will cover you...
2001-03-12 - in the graveyard to sing you to sleep now.....
2001-03-12 - many times I've wondered just how much there is to know...
2001-03-11 - upside down....
2001-03-11 - yesterday i felt so cold, i felt like i could die
2001-03-09 - its easy as 1-2-3...
2001-03-09 - .head like a hole.
2001-03-09 - do you know Carolina?
2001-03-15 - RioT PooF
2001-03-08 - I don't mind if you take me down...
2001-03-08 - ~Deep Ocean Vast Sea~
2001-03-09 - Busload of Faith
2001-03-07 - poisioned and hopeless...
2001-03-05 - You said something...
2001-03-04 - her blood's on my hands~
2001-03-05 - *never forget who you are little star~
2001-03-03 - The Same Deep Water as you~
2001-03-02 - ITS OH SO quiet SHH SHH SHH
2001-03-01 - I try to speak up...
2001-02-28 - walk to the water...
2001-03-06 - I am the lie that you beleive...
2001-03-26 - Space*dog
2001-02-24 - I want to be the girl with the most cake
2001-03-02 - you're frozen when your hearts not open....
2001-02-21 - don't let it slip away...
2001-02-21 - "she loved virgins..."
2001-02-20 - How's that thought for you?
2001-02-19 - .my purity you stole.
2001-02-16 - Do you really want to Hurt me? Do you really want to make me cry?
2001-02-15 - now that I am grown everythings change...I'll never be the same because of you~
2001-02-15 - Its not my problem
2001-02-14 - I've got a dub on your landscape~
2001-02-13 - Dirty Day~
2001-02-11 - your little fig newton~
2001-02-12 - gone to the other side with my encyclopedia~
2001-05-17 - march of the pigs~
2001-02-10 - Things Like That Drive Me Out of My Mind---->
2001-02-9 - *Send Me on My Way~
2001-04-21 - no longer will you hurt anyone
2001-02-09 - You say I wanted you to be PROUD of me I always wanted that myself...
2001-02-07 - but I guess thats just the way....
2001-02-07 - I remember asking why~
2001-02-05 - Dry...
2001-02-04 - my hair longer than its ever been...
2001-02-02 - And then it seems like there's no-one left...And all you want is to sleep
2001-02-02 - Hot Hot Hot~
2001-01-30 - He did this TooK what you hAd and left you this way.
2001-01-30 - Baby Baby we like your Pants
2001-01-29 - Talking to Dracula and his crew~
2001-01-29 - Wear Your Butterflies with PRIDE!
2001-01-28 - Dark Blue...
2001-01-28 - groove is in the heart~
2001-01-28 - I've got a Cat named EASTER
2001-01-27 - Your Tape it Lulled Me To Sleep
2001-01-27 - Where .is. Every-Body?
2001-01-25 - 10 miles high
2001-01-25 - In a Heart FuLL of Dust lives a CreAtuRe called lust...
2001-01-21 - Slave To The Daughter Returning Home...
2001-01-19 - ~Space Age LOVE song~
2001-01-17 - You know these hands never worked a day
2001-01-17 - I'm ready ready for the laughing gas...
2001-01-23 - Hyper_Ballad
2001-03-01 - and if you go there go with me...wild honey...
2001-03-07 - I kissed you in the water and made your dry lips sing....
2001-01-31 - The Ground Beneath Her Feet~
2000-12-29 - I'm just a girl~
2000-12-21 - You got your mother in a whirl-->she's not sure if you're a boy or a girl...
2000-12-18 - she only had nightmares...
2000-12-06 - Caught a lite Sneeze
2000-12-07 - I'm waiting for my man
2000-11-27 - and if your friends don't come back to you....
2000-11-26 - I love to turn my little blue world upside down
2000-12-03 - SICK holding on to his picture dressing up every day...
2000-11-19 - You look so precious...
2000-11-17 - and maybe that fucked me up much more than you'll ever know....
2000-11-13 - Blue Skies are in My Head...
2000-11-12 - Its good to be alive...
2001-02-28 - I walk on concrete I walk on sand...
2000-11-11 - made my own Pretty Hate Machine
2000-11-9 - The Wretched
2000-11-08 - What have I become my sweetest Friend? Everyone I know goes away in the end
2001-01-16 - Its oh so quiet...
2000-11-06 - Baker Baker
2000-11-06 - But Momma It wasn't my Bullet
2000-11-05 - You Gave Him Your Blood and Your Warm Little Diamond He Likes Killing You After You're Dead
2000-11-04 - I won't let you fall apart
2000-11-02 - Won't You Tell Me Something True...I Believe in You...
2000-11-01 - BEAUTIFUL DAY
11/01/00 - Daddy's gonna pay for your Crashed Car
2000-10-27 - Fight Fight Fight! Just Push it Away!
2000-10-26 - even d.e.e.p.e.r
2000-10-25 - Hey they found a body not sure it was his but they're using his name
2000-10-25 - Sometimes you're nothing but meat
2000-10-25 - and I control you
2000-10-25 - he says I run and then I laugh and then I run from him
2000-10-25 - I will never be clean again
2001-01-02 - Just Like a DreaM~
2000-10-24 - Black and blue and broken bones you left me here I'm all alone
2000-10-24 - A Question of Time
2000-10-24 - There's a sea secret in me.It's plain to see it is rising
2000-10-24 - commit the sin commit yourself
2000-10-24 - and this has power over me...
2000-10-24 - I do not want this *T*
2000-10-24 - -introduction-
2001-02-23 - ....)...)...Like Waves, Like the Sea...)...)...
2001-02-18 - Simple Kind of Life-->
2001-02-01 - words are forgetable...