2002-11-04 - 1:23 p.m.

musiK: Tori Amos-"Your Cloud" from SW

as much as I'm trying for this day to be pink...its coming out blue. icy cold blues. deep empty blues. bright electric headache blues. soft cotton candy sweetness melting into goo blues.

hmm and I don't feel like updating. halloween was fun. it went OK. stupid trick or treaters don't even say "trick or treat" anymore. they just hold out their greedy little bags, judging the candy you're handing out. brats. the knoxgothic thing was fun. I liked my costume. the boots I stole from mom were great (she was pissed) *ha... but yeah. it was over before I knew it. and next was LOA. and getting really trashed drunk. yeah. enough of that. I had more to drink this weekend than I planned on having all month. still haven't recovered. gross.

I have other things in my head. I've been sketching out some drawings/paintings... which makes me feel kinda sane. my dreams and waking thoughts have started to drive me crazy. eh. I'm going to go take a nap.

I need to escape.