2002-10-16 - 3:44 a.m.

MusiK: PJ Harvey-To Bring You My Love

I love this CD. It seems to leave a distinct visual impression~ it makes me think of grey rainy days, tears, "Primavera"(sp?) by Francesca Lia Block, red lipstick and spiderwebs. *laugh* how goth am I?

I worked on my room today. you can tell parts are cleaner. mostly just moving the clutter around. getting rid of lots of trash. and organizing my clothes. its starting to feel nicer. I can't wait to get my new bed! although I dont know where I'm going to move my nightstand. I have an idea. I guess I'll see once I get my bed on saturday! yeay! now I need new sheets! next step is working on the art studio side.

ah. I'm looking forward to sleeping tonight. I had such strange/uncomfortable dreams last night...for some reason chris had taken me hostage and that whole part was really creepy and freaking me out. but then it ended wonderfully. a image that has stayed with me all day. I even sketched it out to hopefully paint. its very hard to describe. but it goes with my latest theme. I just need lots of gold paint. hmm and I'm super broke. oh well. I'll work something out.

Ok. I have to wake up early to write a paper for the one class I still have left! *laugh*