2002-10-11 - 1:52 a.m.

musiK: the smiths-louder than bombs

I'm in mood. a very weetzie bat*boppin' mood. I feel like dying my hair, sewing, painting, dancing, cooking... yeah I'm so not tired!

well at least I've done something on my list. I was watching this really cute swedish moive called "Show Me Love" it was one of those love overcomes all obsticles kinda movie. yeah I'm hopeless optomistic love obsessed goof.

anyway while I was watching the movie I was working on one of my many works-in-progress... its coming along. I wish I could work on it more tonight but *ha the way I paint is pretty thick. oK it *IS* thick. and I have to let this layer dry before I can add anything else. I love texture in paintings. when you can SEE the paint. most students I've observed are scared to put paint on their canvas or charcoal on their paper. its a shame. but actually no. let them be wishy-washy and timid. it just makes my work look all the more daring and impressive. *HA HA* fuck being modest. yes my work is better than most everyone I've seen. my only problem is I don't make an effort to create. Most days if you give me a choice of say taking a nap or painting I'd pick napping. speaking of which I should get some sleep. I can't skip class again. *grin*