2002-10-01 - 4:19 p.m.

musiK: madonna-ray of light

I've had a very happy and relaxing day so far. I went to math class and bombed the test. *not too worried about it yet... and then I went over to Caustic's and played Animal Crossing and slept and ran some errands. it was nice~ its very strange. I dont feel so scattered around him. kinda collected--almost normal. I have so many thoughts in my head. see--he's not here--scattered me. actually I have some ideas about what I'd like to say but I have to get ready for work. besides I don't want to expose more of my feelings than I already have. well not yet anyway. feels a bit too soon. its not like it will surprise anyone. but I've been feeling pretty vulnerable lately. just in general.

god I hope to get out of work early tonight. but I doubt it. still crossing my fingers anyway!

in other good news. came home and had Tori tickets waiting for me! *grin* ok. now off to work.