2002-09-28 - 5:33 a.m.

musiK: Tori Amos remixes

ah... I feel really girly. I don't know if its the pink lace ribbon tied around my neck or the pretty pj's I'm wearing.

ordered Tori Amos tickets for Caustic and I. should be interesting. it was a pain--god I hate ticketmaster! but I'm excited. this will be my 9th tori concert! I'm such a dork.

I'm very content. tonight was fun~ Caustic and I hung out at 11th st. with the gang. I talked with a few people that it feels like I really haven't seen in a while. and I laughed a lot. sometimes like at school when I go through the whole day without talking to anyone I love the fact that I can laugh loudly and not care as much about things. sometimes its nice to actually be me. right now I don't mind being in my skin.... its a very calm feeling.

speaking of feelings. I have this sickly strange feeling that I'm glad to be alive. like if I were to die tomorrow I'd be very upset. god I hope reading that later today isn't morbid.

but hey~ "glitter wards off death, but envokes dream" (or something to that effect) so I'm going to sleep and will actually get 5+ hours of sleep. *yawn*