2002-09-18 - 10:38 a.m.

musiK: underworld-born slippy single/

apop- welcome to earth

GRRR I had written a really great entery and the stupid computer froze up and I lost it. *sigh*

" I hold you tight so you don't lose everything..."

well it was all about last night. I enjoyed it. caustic and I tried to watch Monsters Inc. a very adorable and cute movie. I loved it! I say tried because the end wouldn't play. I dont know if it was my dvd player or what. I'm sure I'll see the end eventually.

anyway something he said last night is stuck in my head. and it echo's a conversation I had with carrie at work. something about being myself. what caustic and I were talking about was pretty specific. but I can see how it could be related to all areas of my life. hmm and this is why I'm liking* him. he cares enough to take an interest. well I hope he does. or else I'll be crushed again. *sigh* of course, now I want to talk to him. ha ha. and really I'd only hide a little bit.

I better go get ready for my next class. god I'm freezing. its grey and gloomy today. I was really hoping to see some sunshine and flowers!

maybe later. maybe. there are lots of maybe's about.