2002-09-17 - 1:27 p.m.

musik: Y Kant Tori Read

ah!the cheesy rock chick*ness of it all.

I really want to go back to my nap. mom woke me up before. *grr* but I wanted to update. and then I'll go back to sleep! ha*

"everything's going so well..."

work on sunday was understaffed (the main cashier didn't show up. and her phone was conviently disconnected) GRR made my job a lot harder. but anyway. and Kay's retirement party after work was actually very touching and sad. I'm going to miss her.

so then after spending like 10 min. in the parking lot girly talking with carrie~ I went home to get ready for this months goth dance. with the stupid train derailment/sulfuric acid spill near my house I was worried how I'd get home. but our subdivision was 5 houses down from the road block. so it was ok. we were on voluntary evacuation. so I took up that idea *laugh* and stayed at caustic's *cough* noritha's...*ha ha* YeaY for train derailments and chemical spills! so I was of course running late didn't even leave my house until 10. but lucikly from what I've heard I wasn't that late. and was glad not to miss much of caustics set. I met 2 of his friends, both were gorgeous girls and friendly too... and I met a lot of people from knoxgothic...all very nice. I had a great time, my friends *shocking--I have friends-- were fun. I enjoyed the nice mix between talking and dancing~

The evening really had a prom*ish feel to it, but I think it was the awesome dress I wore. well that and being there with my kewl boyfriend *laugh* ok. thats really a *giggle* but you know... anyway. he looked great~ and he was having a much better time than last month. (just an observation... I could be wrong...;) and it surprises me to no end how helpful he is. with everyone. with a dash of caring too. *shh--> he really is a gooy*soft marshmellow kinda guy* but I dont think he wants that known *wink* anyway. we were cute together and I was a bit clingy...I hope not too clingy don't want to a. freak him out or b. gross everyone else out. *laugh* but it was overall a great night. and after caustic helped erin and her guy with transporting some stuff and they were nice enough to move my car for my tipsy self...we went back to caustics, where I crashed *laugh* and skipped all my classes, to stay in a cozy bed with my hot guy~ well until he had to go to class *ha ha* he's more responsible.

"I don't want to be a boy today"

ok. to gush: *smile* he makes me feel interesting, pretty, totally alive, happy and content. I feel like a princess. and I like it. I haven't felt boy*ish in weeks. I dont even feel drag*ish. I feel totally female and girly and giggly and glittery...and not from anything that comes in a jar. I just feel sparkling. I'm loving the hidden things he's pulling out of me~

he's got me dreaming again. speaking of which. I'm go to go take another nap. I have a date tonight after work *grin*