2002-09-06 - 10:58 a.m.

MusiK: Tori Amos-Strange Little Girls

wow~ between napping yesterday with my hot guy...and going to bed early last night I am SO super rested. I was still a little sleepy this morning in class. well a little bored is more like it. but whatever. we got our tests back. I was totally sure that I didn't pass. and I got mine back and I got an 80% on one condition. I had to show my teacher how I entered this one problem into the calculator...to make sure I did it right~ god. this gives me a little bit of hope of passing this class! ha ha... yikes I have about 3.5 more hours until my next class. and most of that will be spent here, in the computer lab. where would I like to be if I didn't have to be here? a few places come to mind. 11th st, the park by my house, my room (but only if it was clean, which it isnt), in my car speeding along listening to "rattlesnakes" *GRIN* yeah. going on a road trip sounds like fun. umm ok back to topic. I'd love to be in my pj's in bed. or at some really Kid*ie place like a playground, or celebration station. Ohh a really old movie theater with big lush seats watching labyrinth or dream for an insomniac.

and all these places have a few things in common. one being I know who I'd like to be next to me. *smile*

On my break last night at TRU I was watching friends as its one of the 3 channels with get. and Phoebe (sp?) had met this guy and she was talking to monica and she said "I really like him. he makes me feel like I've had 10 drinks, when I've really only had 6"

and it made me laugh. and I thought yes... thinking back to the conversation Noritha and I had yesterday. I was giggly and she was the string to my balloon. it was nice to hear positive things. and to laugh.

musik: apop~ live2000

I'm bored out of my mind! this whole 4 hour break on fridays sucks. I do have some speech homework but that won't take too long. and I need to eat something soon. I am actually very hungry. how about that.

musiK: Bjork-Post

*grin* I love this cd. yes. this is what goes on in my head for hours. unfortunatly I can't add the constant string of images/pictures/drawings/colors/sounds/

and feelings that are forever cluttering up my head. right now I'd pick out spiderwebs, pixie sticks, bjork, pink, bats, and indian food. *ha ha* yeah. --> a very delirium mood.

*when is it not reallY?* I mean isn't that the great thing about her? she has so many feelings. and all of them extreme there is no middle really.

MusiK: bjork-Debut

yeah. I am feeling very goofy and strange. I mean stranger than usual. I have this insane idea... to design clothes. I think of the clothes I wish I had. warm super fuzzy sweaters in bright neon pink, orange and lime green. and long silver flowy dresses, black and white patterns...checks, stripes, dots... grr... maybe I should just stick to painting and drawing. I can't sew if my life depended on it. you just can't find the stuff in my head in a store. I am just all sorts of creativly inspired and don't have the things I need to get it from my head into a physical reality.

*lately I seem to walk as though I have wings...*

...walking around with a bounce in my step...the sun shining makes me laugh...

...yummy chocolate melting on my fingers...musik in my head...a smile permently glued on my face...my heart beating like a drum...feeling special like I can do anything...I'm amazed that someone could turn my head again...

yes this is how happy I am. *laugh*

ok off to finish homework and eat...