2002-08-25 - 5:12 a.m.

musiK: the cure

*laugh* I feel like running around till I'm tired and out of breath. collapsing into a heap, and giggling and laughing until my stomach aches.

Its offical. I have a date wednesday night. ~Ohhh~ ha ha! yes caustic and I are hopefully going to fiction wednesday night. I say hopefully only because of my parents and my coming home after 4am today. It was a simple lack of attention to time....

after work I went to 11th st. expecting it to be hopping~ but it wasn't--there was a party, which I was invited to but I didn't feel like driving in unknown areas and honestly was secretly (or not so secretly) hoping to see caustic. so JaNell and Cam were leaving to go to the party and I went to my car-feeling kinda bold~ and drove to his apartment, and couldn't find any parking~ so I went back to the fort kid parking and called him-he was already on his way over to 11th st...so we meet up and walk to 11th st. order drinks and sit outside talking about school and cities... and we are finally kicked out and decide to continue the conversation and fun at Ihop.

while in the car on the way over, he told me that after graduating in a year he's getting out of knoxville. which kinda hurt. or at least put a damper on things. we've batted around the idea of something happening. and tonight we awkwardly tried to talk about it some more. but neither of us are very eloquient about stuff like this. and the people at the table behind us was drunk and being rude and obnoxious. so we left and went back to his place. I met his roommate, Rob. and watched transformers. it was giggly*ishly fun. eventually I looked at the time it said 4:54 and I thought Oh shit! and we walked over to my car, and he gave me directions to the intersate. and I got home in 15 min. *laugh* I get online and we start talking, saying the things we weren't comfortable speaking in person. so even with this expiration date of his; giving it a shot. so he formally asked me to go wednesday night to fiction~ *grin* how exciting! I'm going off to dream. hopefully I'll remember them when I wake up.