2002-07-27 - 11:19 a.m.

musiK: noise. (dogs, karas music, etc)

last night was lots of fun! the museum went by fast and 11th st. was a blast! and I am going to get to go to the party tonight after all! *yippie* some very nice people are giving me rides~ driving around, alone, not knowing where I'm going has got to be my biggest fear...bigger than meeting new people. so I'll only have to worry about the people part tonight! its going to be a very long day~ I'm closing tonight, and then going to the party. I still don't know what to wear~

at least I won't be home. mom's been bitching ALL morning about me. not TO me but ABOUT me.... "blah blah blah spoiled unappreicative brat...fed up with her moods and nasty*ness..." FUCK YOU!!!!!she said "whenever I'm in a bad mood I dont take it out on her, and I always talk nicley" what the fuck?! you NEVER talk to me! I'm so tired of it all. this week the only things shes talked to me about this week are: 1. if I'm gay 2. angelina jolie's divorce 3. my picky taste (foods) and thats about it.... and thats fucked up. *sigh* but anyway. I'm going to go to work, and ignore all the shit thats bugging me. and then go to the party and try to enjoy myself~