2002-07-18 - 11:41 a.m.

MusIK: David Bowie~heAtHeN

I'm in a very souR*angry mood. I'm not nice to be around right now. and I know it. *sigh*

I hate my time. I hate how I waste it. but sleep is important. even though my dreams are back to nightmares... the need for sleep is too great. after 8 hours I can't wake up... I just collapse and fall back asleep for 2 more hours and I have to drag myself out of bed. usually to my moms call.

so then I have enough time to make my lunch for work, do something like get online, do artsy stuff (or run errands) and then get dressed for work and smile for the next 9 hours. to come home to a dark and sleeping house. eat watch tv go online and go to sleep. routine is killing me. I'm looking forward to friday... its payday (and its gone) and its the museum~ something routine yet exciting.

yeah. this is my life. ok so throw in a dash of sad into my mood*mix. I want adventures...I want a change of scenery. I want to be in the clouds again.