2002-07-11 - 11:28 a.m.

musiK: Legendary PINK dots

well today has already started off poor. I woke up and mom wanted me to go out and get texies dog food. why couldn't KARA have gotten it. its her dog. and she was up earlier than I was. she had OFF yesterday. what the hell--> couldn't she have gotten it then?! I mean I know she has so much to do. all the boxes in the garage or her SHIT and she had a date with some stupid looking boy. and a cookout with some friends from work. *GRRR* I'm hatefull. and I'm tired of getting treated like my job is so unimportant (esp. compared to karas) if I hear "well its JUST toys r us" one more time I'm going to scream. like 3 more dollars makes that big a difference. (well it DOES $ wise but...)

anyway. so first thing I did after getting up was went out. searching for dog food. *sigh* I came home to their grief. and just wind up getting yelled at about something else. I'm tired of it. so very tired. I feel like as soon as I wake up. my day is over and I'm back at work. I come home and have no time to do what I want...and have to get to bed so I can wake up tomorrow.

fucking routines. but I also finally fixed my voicemail thingy. I think. so we'll see. I need to do something about my greeting. well I have to go eat something before I get ready for work. damn I think I said the same thing yesterday. and prob the day before.

(why is it I can clearly hear kara's musik from across the hall through closed doors and over my own musik?!)