2002-06-26 - 12:02 p.m.

musiK: none

I should be getting ready for work.

I don't want to go. I have so many things I need to do. lots of wash and tons of packing! and nothing seems to be going right. or at least my way. *sigh* I just don't know...I feel very unstable and on the verge of tears. I can't wait to hear the crashing waves and smell the air. I'm hoping to feel more alive than I am right now.